you let me violate you
you let me desecrate you
you let me penetrate you
you let me complicate you

help me
i broke apart my insides
help me
i've got no soul to sell
help me
the only thing that works for me
help me get away from myself

i want to fuck you like an animal

I get lost in the night
So high don't wana come down
...
I still feel full of pain
So I drink and I smoke
And I ask you I
For your ever around even though
...
See the time we shared it
Was precious to me
But all the while
I was dreamin of revelry
...
In the back of the woods
It was dark as night
Palest pale
Of the old moonlight
Everythings felt so?
Dreamin of revelry

I get lost in the night
So high don't wana come down
...
I still feel full of pain
So I drink and I smoke
And I ask you I
For your ever around even though
...
See the time we shared it
Was precious to me
But all the while
I was dreamin of revelry
...
In the back of the woods
It was dark as night
Palest pale
Of the old moonlight
Everythings felt so?
Dreamin of revelry


- Kings of Leon <3

Give me a whisper,
And hear me sigh.
Give me a kiss before you tell me goodbye.
Don't you take it so hard now,
And please don't take it so bad.
I'll still be thinking of you
And the times we had. Baby,

Don't you cry tonight,
Don't you cry tonight.
Don't you cry tonight,
There's a heaven above you baby.
Don't you cry tonight.

it's a good thing tears never show in the pouring rain
As if a good thing ever could make up for all the pain



For the first time, there isno mercy in your eyes
And the cold wind is hitting my face and you're gone
And you're walking away
And I am helpless, sometimes
Wishing's just no good
Cause you don't see me like I wish you would





glück verschwindet schneller als es kommt.
es geht ohne lügen. ohne blumen. ohne ein wort der gnade.

I wanted to be with you alone and talk about the weather.
But traditions I can trace against the child in your face won't escape my attention.
You keep your distance with a system of touch and gentle persuasion.
I'm lost in admiration, could I need you this much?
Oh, you're wasting my time, you're just, just, just wasting time.

Something happens and I'm head over heels, I never find out till I'm head over heels.
Something happens and I'm head over heels, ah
don't take my heart, don't break my heart, don't, don’t, don’t throw it away,
throw it away, throw it away.



[photo: at Nils place]

Abba- one of us
Amy Winehouse- Will You Still Love Me Tomorrow
Justice- One minute to midnight
B.B. King- Stormy Monday blues
The White Stripes- One more cup of Coffee
Bob Dylan- One of us must know
Hootie&the blowfish- Let her cry
My Chemical Romance- Honey, the mirror isn´t big enough for the two of us
Peter Doherty- sweet by and by

I like it. I'm not gonna crack.
I miss you. I'm not gonna crack.
I love you.I'm not gonna crack.
I kill you. I'm not gonna crack.

I'm so happy. Cause today I found my friends.
They're in my head. I'm so ugly. But that's ok.
'Cause so are you. We've broke our mirrors.
Sunday morning. Is everyday for all I care.
And I'm not scared. Light my candles.
In a daze cause I've found god.
- Lithium, Nirvana







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