die letzte woche war wohl einfach nur stress pur.
l-sa war irgendwie ok ich hoffe es ist diesmal positiver!
hab heute 2std mathe gelernt.
Meine Eltern gehen mir gewaltig auf die enrven im moment. sie können einfach nicht verstehen dass ich auf mein "zu hause" gerne verzichte. ich will weder zu hause sein schon gar nicht an einen freitag abend noch mit ihnen reden.
sie verstehen mich ja doch nicht. mein vater meint ich soll heute um 12 uhr zu hause sein, so ein spinner ich fahr doch net in die arena um dann 5 min später wieder zu gehen.
nochdazu ist er eh malen soll er mcih doch in frieden lassen. 12?!?! bin ich 12? nein!

Ich hoffe dass das alles bald vorbei ist der scheiß stress etc.
ca. 3monate dann bin ich 17
und ca 15 monate dann bin ich endlich 18 und dann kann mir keiner sagen was ich zu tun habe!!!

ach heute abend mit gamzi wird super freu mcih schon ur!

thinking maybe this world's better off without me
I'm so sorry for all that I've done,
I'm so sorry for what I've become.
I'm so sorry, so sorry for wasting your time,
I can't hold you back 'cuz I'm losing my mind.

MOMENTS IN LIFE
There are moments in life when you miss someone
so much that you just want to pick them from
your dreams and hug them for real!

When the door of happiness closes, another opens;
but often times we look so long at the
closed door that we don't see the one,
which has been opened for us.

Don't go for looks; they can deceive.
Don't go for wealth; even that fades away.
Go for someone who makes you smile,
because it takes only a smile to
make a dark day seem bright.
Find the one that makes your heart smile.

Dream what you want to dream;
go where you want to go;
be what you want to be,
because you have only one life
and one chance to do all the things
you want to do.

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet,
enough trials to make you strong,
enough sorrow to keep you human and
enough hope to make you happy.

The happiest of people don't necessarily
have the best of everything;
they just make the most of
everything that comes along their way.

The brightest future will always
be based on a forgotten past;
you can't go forward in life until
you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

When you were born, you were crying
and everyone around you was smiling.
Live your life so at the end,
you're the one who is smiling and everyone
around you is crying.