Every night in my dreams
I see you. I feel you.
Last night I didn't dream.
I know that I had sword
I'd never trust anyone again
But then there were you.

You use to captivate me
You are the closest thing to perfect,
But the farthest thing from me.


Hurting you was never my aim.

Far across the distance
And spaces between us
I am yours.
I promise.


Sometimes it's too late to apologize
But I try, would you forgive me?

I need you like a heart needs a beat

Near, far, wherever you are
There is some love that will not
Go away.

There it is again
This deep dark whole
Where's nothing to hold.
Just falling
Falling deep
Feeling the pain
Inside your soul
See the blood
Your blood
Running down your arms.
Now feel the pain
On your body
That's just a whole wrap.
Feeling the cuts
Of the razorblade
That's in your hand.
One more cut
Even deeper.
And more.
To shut your eyes
In this never-ending
black whole
You're falling
Again and again.



manchmal passieren dinge die man ungeschehen machen möchte.
manchmal geschehen dinge die man nie hätte gesehen
lassen dürfen.
aber manchmal geschehen sie einfach
man muss sie akkzeptieren.
sie gehören von diesen Moment an zu einen.
es scheint unmöglich,
aber man weiß man schafft es iwie iwo iwann....
es kommt immer zu einem ende. bei allen sachen.