All I wanted to say
All I wanted to do
Is fall apart now
All I wanted to feel
I wanted to love
Its all my fault now
A Tradegy I fear


listen to:
Narben -subway to sally :/
Unfaithful- Rihanna
Mercy - One republic

Was ist wenn man manche dinge nicht bereuen kann?
die andere mehr verletzten als alles andere.

man wird gefunden

First Kiss: 29.12.07
Together since 6.1.08

&& I hope it is forever
Cause i love you.

<3 liebe mein katerchen ^___^

war ncoh nie so glücklich
wie mit ihm.
mein ein und alles.

My blood bleeds red
For all those thoughts you left unsaid

We’re dying the further this thing goes
Well can we go back to where we were before
You dropped your heart on my floor
‘Cause it was easiest to hide it all away
And never say what we were thinking

I was all of yours
But you don’t know just why or how
left your heart at my door
blinking those nights

Let me say one more thing before these
Beautiful mistakes we’ve made run dry
Well I thought this would all blow by
And everything would just turn out alright
And this would all be fine
So say goodbye to days like these
I’ll give it one more try and hope it all seems better in your eyes
Well maybe not this time



Morgen ist es soweit mien shadz kommt
zu mir.
chrchr freu mich schon so sehr.
Obwohl in letzter Zeit muss ich wiedermal
an alte Zeiten denke.
Und frag mich ist es diesmal richtig?!
Wie kann es falsch sein?
wie kann es richtig sein?

woher will ich wissen was ich fühle
wenn ich mcih sooft darin getäuscht habe.
:/
mh egal.
ich lass mir die Haare verlängern auf 60cm und 50...
jz hab ich 40-45 O.O
kotzt mich an. will sie wieder solang habn wie früher
damals waren sie echt lang udn sooo geil ...

wieso hab ich sie im Sommer wieder 15cm geschnitten hät jz min 50 cm lange haare aber nein -.-


Mein Wochenendplan.
-Stefan kommt (fr)
-Dvd abend bei Isa (fr)
-Ai rock (sa)
-besuch bei Stefans tante (so)

Wofür ich mehr Zeit hätte:
-Schule
-Martin , dem versprech ich jz seit Sommer einen kaffee -.-
-Flo, ich vermiss meinen Besten Freund && unsere Mc D. touren ^_^
-Schule. iwie hab ich nichts getan.
-WG, ich bin dort iwie nie. Vermiss die "alte" partycrew...


was solls neues Jahr neue chancen^^

I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be, but here in your arms




Waking up I see that everything is ok
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling


This innocence is brilliant,
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect,
please don't go away,
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it,
don't you let it pass you by


It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

-It's so beautiful it makes you want to cry-

Every night in my dreams
I see you. I feel you.
Last night I didn't dream.
I know that I had sword
I'd never trust anyone again
But then there were you.

You use to captivate me
You are the closest thing to perfect,
But the farthest thing from me.


Hurting you was never my aim.

Far across the distance
And spaces between us
I am yours.
I promise.


Sometimes it's too late to apologize
But I try, would you forgive me?

I need you like a heart needs a beat

Near, far, wherever you are
There is some love that will not
Go away.

There it is again
This deep dark whole
Where's nothing to hold.
Just falling
Falling deep
Feeling the pain
Inside your soul
See the blood
Your blood
Running down your arms.
Now feel the pain
On your body
That's just a whole wrap.
Feeling the cuts
Of the razorblade
That's in your hand.
One more cut
Even deeper.
And more.
To shut your eyes
In this never-ending
black whole
You're falling
Again and again.



manchmal passieren dinge die man ungeschehen machen möchte.
manchmal geschehen dinge die man nie hätte gesehen
lassen dürfen.
aber manchmal geschehen sie einfach
man muss sie akkzeptieren.
sie gehören von diesen Moment an zu einen.
es scheint unmöglich,
aber man weiß man schafft es iwie iwo iwann....
es kommt immer zu einem ende. bei allen sachen.