"You're my drug
We live it
You're drunk, you need it
Real love, I'll give it"

Farin Urlaub - Niemals

Ich wünsch mir, dass ich dich vergessen kann
Ich würd dich gerne einfach ignorieren
Ich bin mir sicherm irgendwann
Wird das auch einfach über Nacht passieren
Bis dahin wird einige Zeit vergehn
Bis dahin muss ich noch geduldig warten
Ich werd versuchen, dich nicht anzusehn
Weil meine Blicke mich verraten

Doch mir ist klar, dass da niemals etwas sein wird
Weil da niemals etwas war

Vielleicht liegts daran, dass ich zu oft allein bin
Als ich klein war?
Oder das mein Vater gemein war?
Nein, das soll keine Verteidigung sein
Ich wüsst nur selber gern, woran es eigentlich liegt
Dass ich auf Wolken geh, wenn ich dich seh
Mein Kopf ist jwd und es tut mir weh
Dass du nicht weißt, wie es in mir aussieht
Ich lege dir mein Herz zu Füßen
Was soll ich noch damit?
Bitte tritt es nicht kaputt
Es litt bereits genug

Mir ist klar, dass da niemals etwas sein wird
Weil da niemals etwas war

Du sagst, du willst nichts von mir
Ich träume trotzdem von dir
Was ich nicht habe, kann ich auch nciht verlieren
Du sagst, es hat keinen Sinn
Wenn wir zwei was beginnen
Zu spät, denn ich steck mittendrin

Die Zeit vergeht langsam, es vergeht kein Tag
An dem ich nicht an dich denke
Mit jedem Herzschlag
Es vergeht kein Tag, es vergeht keine Stunde
Ich denk jetzt an dich, jetzt, in dieser Sekunde
Und immer und ständig bei Tag und bei Nacht
Was ist bloß mit mir los
Was hast du mit mir gemacht?

Mir ist klar, dass da niemals etwas sein wird
Weil da niemals etwas war

I don't wanna be the girl who laughs the loudest
Or the girl who never wants to be alone
I don't wanna be that call at four o'clock in the morning
'Cause I'm the only one you know in the world that won't be home

Aahh, the sun is blinding
I stayed up again
Oohh, I am finding
That's not the way I want my story to end
I'm safe
Up high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain
Inside
You're my protection
But how do I feel this good sober?

I don't wanna be the girl who has to fill the silence...
The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth
Please don't tell me that we had that conversation
When I won't remember, save your breath, 'cause what's the use?

Aahh, the night is calling
And it whispers to me softly, "come and play"
Aahh, I am falling
And if I let myself go, I'm the only one to blame

All my friends and all my lovers are... dead
Some from cheap narcotics and others from... lead
The filthy rich and the dirt-dirt poor
Are all the same when they can't take no more
'Cause all my friends and all my lovers are... dead

Frank Turner



Honestly, relax my dear, it's clear that we are done.

It doesn't take a scientist to figure out that one -
It's obvious, the way you move, the way you hold your
head,
The way you hide your pretty eyes and shift across the
bed.

You say 'Worse things happen at sea',
I say 'Worse things have happened to me'.

Honestly, I'll be fine, this isn't my first time,
I've taken blows before and every time I have
survived.
You made it clear, you didn't care, you never did
pretend,
And in the end at least you never tried to fuck my
friends.

immom das einzige was mir richtig freude macht....

musik...


born ruffians:

-This Sentence Will Ruin/Save Your Life
I need to know who I am
and what I'm going to do while I'm on earth
I need to understand
everything and everybody's lives
....
I need a girlfriendboyfriend, I'm lonely
Someone to love me and fuck me
I need to get laid immediately
But also someone to fulfill my needs

-little garcon
I don't care just where you go
As long, as long as it's with me
I don't mind just what you do
As long, as long as it's with me, too

- i need a life

I need a life I've never had
I need much more good & much less bad
...
Those party habits are gone & dead
I'm turning in my old sinful ways
For a dull new life so I can pray, pray, pray


the blow
- hey boy
Hey boy
Why you didn't call me?
I waited for days
I can't believe you didn't call

A: You're gay
B: You've got a girlfriend
C: You kind of thought I came on too strong or
D: I just wasn't your thing, no ring

Mickey Avalon
- so rich, so pretty


Vampire Weekend
- Campus
How am I supposed to pretend
I never want to see you again?


Edith Piaf
- non je regrette rien
Je me fous du passé!
Avec me souvenirs
J’ai allumי le feu
...

Balayי les amours,
Avec leurs trיmolos,
Balayיs pour toujours
Je repars אa zיero...

=Ich pfeife auf die Vergangenheit
Mit meinen Erinnerungen
Habe ich das Feuer angezündet
...
Weggefegt sind die Liebschaften
Und alle ihre Gefühlsausbrüche
Weggefegt für immer
Ich fange noch mal bei null an

Kann mich nicht lösen...
nicht lösen von diesen Songs: Nine Inch Nails

I got my head, but my head is unraveling
Can't keep control, can't keep track of where it's traveling
I got my heart but my heart is no good
And you're the only one that's understood

I come along but I don't know where you're taking me
I shouldn't go but you're wrentching, dragging, shaking me
Turn off the sun, pull the stars from the sky
The more I give to you, the more I die

And I want you (x4)

You are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
You are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug

My blood wants to say hello to you
My feelings want to get inside of you
My soul is so afraid to realize
How very little theres left of me
...

Take me, if you want (x4)
...


Porcelain And The Tramps

What you get is what you see
It won't take much to get hooked on me
So shoot me right into your skin
And I will be your heroin

The sideaffects are sexual
Are you down for a taste
The sideaffects are sexual
You love the way I say

I'm your favorite drug
Your favorite drug
Just one hit is never enough
I'm your favorite drug
Your favorite drug
You cant break this addiction, no
Your favorite drug
....
...
I'm your pleasure in your pain
I'll numb your fear
Just like cocaine
& I'm your treasure
Say my name


Nine Inch Nails

I still recall the taste of my tears.
Echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears.
My favorite dreams of you still wash ashore.
Scraping through my head till I dont want to sleep anymore.

Come on tell me.
Make this all go away.
You make this all go away.
Im down to just one thing.
And Im starting to scare myself.
Make this all go away.
You make this all go way.

I just want something.
I just want something I can never have

You always were the one to show me how
Back then I couldnt do the things that I can do now.
This is slowly take me apart.
Grey would be the color if I had a heart.
I just want something I can never have.
In this place it seems like such a same.
Though it all looks different now,
I know its still the same
Everywhere I look youre all I see.
Just a fading fucking reminder of who I used to be.

Come on tell me.
Make this all go away.
You make this all go away.
Im down to just one thing.
And Im starting to scare myself.
Make this all go away.
You make this all go way.

I just want something.
I just want something I can never have
I just want something I can never have
Think I know what you meant.
That night on my bed.
Still picking at this scab
I wish you were dead.
You sweet and perry ellis.
Just stains on my sheets.


Hole (courtney Love)

You see the cripple dance
Pay your money, baby
Now's your chance
Eyes like cyanide

I am so dumb
Just beam me up
I've had it all forever
I've had enough

Remember, you promised me
I'm dying, I'm dying, please
I want to, I need to be
Under your skin

Our love is quicksand
So easy to drown
They steal the gravity, yeah
From moving ground

Remember, you promised me
I'm dying, I'm dying, please
I want to, I need to be
Under your skin

And now I understand
You leave with everything
You leave with everything I am
Withering

And now I know that love is dead
You've come to bury me
There's nothing left here to pretend
Anything

Remember, you promised me
I'm dying, I'm dying, please
I want to, I need to be
Under your skin

I'm dying, I'm dying, please
I'm dying, I'm dying, please
I'm dying, I'm dying, please
Under your skin

I turn my camera on
I cut my fingers on the way
The way I'm slippin away
I turn my feelings off
Y'made me untouchable for life
And you wasn't polite

It hit me like a tom
You hit me like a tom
On on and on

When I turn my feelings on
I turn my feelings on inside
Feel like I'm gonna ignite
I saw them stars go off
I saw them stars go off at night
And they're looking alright

Keep on blowin up
Keep on blowin em off
Get up roll it out
Keep on showin em out

Y'hit me like a tom
It hit me like a tom
On and on a tom

I turn my camera on
I cut my fingers on the way
I feel me slippin away
I wipe my feelings off
Y'made me untouchable for life
And you wasn't polite

Y'hit me like a tom
I don't know where it's from
It hit me like a tom-tom

I'll take a million lies.
I'll forget a million deaths.
I continued to lie.
Still holding my breath I take it back.
Take this bullet and end this all.
Still warm blooded I fake this smile.
I'm stuck between birth and death.
I'm stuck between good and bad.
I watched ash turn to ash.
I watched dust turn to dust.
I watched friendships die for what?
Ashes to ashes.
Dust turns to dust.
This broken neck comes from lust.
Where does this loyalty lie today?
Where the fuck do you stand In the end what will learn before we die?
In the moonlight you see me in my true form.
This curse will still plague my rotting bones.
I watched the dead come back to life.
The promise will end up broken now.
I still hear your heart beating.
I still hear your bones broken.
With you lying there I guess this is the end.
Mutiny will end us.
Promises will only break us.
Don't forget who you are today.



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